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Nov. 7th, 2005 @ 11:40 pm Today, Yesterday, Tomorrow
Today is the day that no one owns, it is always the same and always here, but never constant and always changing. It will always be. Tomorrow will never be and yesterday has never been. It is true to say tomorrow will be better because things are always better when they are just illusions. Today is better than yesterday because yesterday is nothing, and compared to nothing, today is all that we have. Planning for the future is useless because tomorrow is never certain, tomorrow is what your mind makes it and no one will ever make tomorrow to be anything that it isn't. If tomorrow isn't certain, today cannot possibly be certain which makes life nothing more than an illusion in which we must accept. Today is nothing more and nothing less than today and it will always be so. Understanding and accepting this concept is the key to surviving from yourself.
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Nov. 7th, 2005 @ 11:12 pm The mind of Man
The mind of Man is fraught with telltale emotional grievances which allow one to delve into the unforgiving depths of understanding. Once the poor soul enters these waters, Understanding becomes an eternal companion, never again to allow the bliss of ignorance to be known.
Come now, on a journey of phantasmagorical magnitude into the murky waters of Understanding. I am but a guide put here to explain the information which is already in your brain. It is nestled far back in the mind of everyone, hidden from sight. I have been given the ability to reveal the knowledge of life, and Man. We go now, on the vessel rightfully deemed "Philosophy" powered by inquisition and fueled by imagination.
Our first stop is the lighthouse of Hope. Even when the seas are crashing and bashing and breaking, the light remains lit. It encourages souls to continue their journey of life. At times, though, the fogs of indecision and discouragement vale the light. At times such as these, the helpless souls are reminded that fog is but nothingness, it is not a wall, it is not an obstacle. It is no barrier to continuance.
As we pass the light, notice the dark figure in the sky which circles the vessel. Do not mind it, it is only the raven of Death. It will never leave us now, it will hang over us until the Time. Sometimes, the raven will perch on our vessel, seeming to be imminent, other times it will journey so high that it will seem as though it could never get you. Do not be fooled, it can come at any moment, yet do not fear, it will not come at any moment, only the right moment, it will only come once....it only takes once.
.....To be continued...?
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Nov. 7th, 2005 @ 11:00 pm We the People of the United States of America,
are savage, savage beasts. No matter how we present it, we still indulge in such pleasures as pride and envy. Dogs know pride. Dogs know envy. We hold fast to the self-proclaimed right to choose which values are more important than others. "Thou shalt not kill." That commandment has been given great importance because, as Americans, we fear death. And, no matter how much we try to build up the walls of society around ourselves, we are still eternally part of Nature. "Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor," on the other hand, has been down played because Man is a creature of rebellion and doesn't believe the mind should be limited, which I agree with whole-heartedly, but that isn't the point. The point is Man is a hypocrite and the commandments are not based on a weighted scale. The underlying philosophy of Americans is, "Pollution and Destruction is permissible, as long as it doesn't take place in my backyard or any other place which affects me."

After note: The purpose of this writing is not to bash Americans, a great man once said that it was easiest to criticize one's own government and way of life because it is the government that one knows best.
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Nov. 7th, 2005 @ 10:54 pm Alice in Wonderland falls down the rabbit hole....
"The door knob is turning to look at you. Who the hell is behind the door? Who is on the other side looking in?"
"The fake rosebush is dancing like a maniac, it shakes and shivers and dances to its own beat."
"The alligator's shadow is cast upon the side of a house, better not venture too close..."
"The fire hydrant raises its hands to the sky to look for meaning in the stars."
"Hurry up and close the window blinds so that the vampires don't see you."
"Don't shave your eyebrows until you get a bit of sleep."
"Ferns are evil and gnomes are good, they are the yin and the yan of lawn decorations."
SLEEP FOREVER AND CLARITY WILL ETERNALLY ALLUDE YOUR GRASP......
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Nov. 7th, 2005 @ 10:44 pm Reality....Science.....Drugs....
What is reality but a figment conceived by the imagination of those whom history has deemed as architects of the logical and sane structure which Mankind has chosen to replace the natural insanity of the Brain. Such are the architects as Pythagoras and Einstein. Science is an oxymoron at its core, in order to understand the constant and omnipresent lines in which our reality is structured one must internally break down these structures and use their UN-constant minds to challenge the laws of reality. Therein lies the discoveries of scientific importance.
Adderall would have decimated the scientific community throughout history. It would have blocked the airways of the investigative and experimental thought processes of scientists. It would have narrowed the views of these gifted individuals. Not all drugs are good. Yet, not all drugs are bad either. Where would we be without the great works of Jack London? Edgar Allen Poe? or Hunter S. Thompson?
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Mar. 25th, 2005 @ 11:48 am I think Im gonna puke
I cant eat, the smell is making me sick.....ugh.
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Mar. 25th, 2005 @ 11:36 am Fuck This
Im not fasting, food is good and i dont care anymore, not eating sucks by yourself. Im eating.
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Mar. 25th, 2005 @ 11:14 am 41 hrs
In 41 hours all ive eaten is 1,2,3 grapes, does that mean i have to start the clock over? i cant resist food for very much longer, fasting is most certainly not spiritual.its hungeral...
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Mar. 24th, 2005 @ 09:23 pm Sneaking Out
I just found out that tonight i am going to sneak out after my mom goes to bed. Its funny because she was right, when a fifteen year old has a boy in mind, it all starts there. haha. anyway im staying overnight at aarons camp.i hope it will be fun. im glad quinn will be there. chow bitches
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Mar. 24th, 2005 @ 08:32 pm My profile
I just want to let ya know that i think that my profile is total bullshit and dont base any opinions on it because it is far outdated. Im just too lazy to change it, but i might......though probably not.
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Mar. 24th, 2005 @ 08:22 pm ...
Current Mood: i dont know what that means...
Magic Maid Johannesburg Joan
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Feb. 3rd, 2005 @ 07:48 pm UPDATE
Oh fuck, i never go on. i am currently watching csi and i love jim brass aka paul g. and you suck because im tired. whatever.....im leaving now, sorry to dissapoint.
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Aug. 2nd, 2004 @ 01:49 pm Aqua Teen Hunger Force
<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/A/ATHFmaster/1058387154_AreMeatwad.JPG" border="0" alt="HASH
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Jun. 4th, 2004 @ 09:04 am Finals
I just finished taking my micro. final and I still have over half an hour left. By writing this, hopefully some of that time will pass. Sadly I cannot do that in any other classes except this one. I'll probably get a book or something, maybe Stephen King if I'm lucky, but my dad has The Face by Dean Koontz and he says he thinks I'll really like it. Koontz is not my favorite author, but he is definately up there in my top five or so. Anyway, I think that I am sick or something because last night I was burning up and I had a fever, then today when I woke up I was so congested and my throat is all puffy and it's hard to drink anything, perhaps my allergies are just acting up but I still feel like shit regardless. Presently, only about seven minutes has passed and I am starting to wonder if writing in my live journal is a good way to waste time. I wonder if anyone will actually ever read this, probably not, one or two people may skim through it, but that is all I expect. Changing subjects, I am going to a Metallica concert in September and I am really exited, this will be my second in a year. I went to one on April 29th in Grand Rapids, which took SO long to get to, if I recall correctly it was about nine and a half hours. Thankfully, the one I am going to in September is only about two to two and a half hours away. I honestly didn't care that it took so long to get to the Grand Rapids one because the whole way down I got to play really good music like Metallica, Marilyn Manson, Rammstein, and all the good stuff. The really great part about playing my music was the fact that the car I was traveling in had a Bose system that shook the windows and that had an amazing bass sound. Although it only works like that is you turn it up really really loud, which I did. I blasted kick-ass music the whole way down, but going back up we had to turn it down because everyone felt like shit. My throat hurt from yelling and singing really loud at the concert, my legs hurt from having to stand for four hours,(Godsmack was on for one hour, there was an intermission, then Metallica was on for the rest of the time) and I couldn't hear my self talking. But it was all definately worth it and if anyone ever gets a chance to go to a Metallica concert I highly recommend if because they rock and put on a fucking fantastic show that you will remember forever, or at least until you're really old. Yippee! I only have fifteen minutes left! I am happy because me and bunch of people are walking to my house and hanging out for three hours, which will be cool because none of them have ever seen (or heard) me play guitar and I want to show them and possibly teach them a couple easy intros to songs, also my dog is at my house and he absolutly love people and people always love him because he is SO friendly....note the emphasis on the so. Oh, I forgot to put what my dog's name is, its Rocko. I don't really know why we picked it, but my sister and I were fighting about a name and my dad suggested Rocko, and then something wonderful happened that I thought could never happen in the world, we agreed. Off topic, (wait...there is no topic, never mind) I thought I was a very slow typer, but apparently not that slow because I think that I have typed quite a bit for just a short time, well ok, it wasn't really short, but neither(pronounced with a and I sound, not and E sound) is this journal entry or update or whatever this is called. I just realized, I sound really stupid because I make it sound like I'm pretending not to know what this is to make me sound cool, which is very foolish of me. If you understood what I just said, you either(I not E) know me very well or you are a fucking genius. With that note, I have to go FINALLY because I have five minutes left of this class. See You later!(Just kidding now I wont hahaha)
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Jun. 1st, 2004 @ 05:26 pm Dear Journal,
Why do people write in diaries and journals and put DEAR JOURNAL,? Is it easier for them to fabricate an idea that they are writing to someone rather than to face the reality that they are just talking to themselves and putting their thoughts into writing? I believe that the simple act of writing DEAR JOURNAL, is similar to crating an imaginary friend wherein shames and degrades the whole human race to a new and pathetic low. People need desperately to dig themselves out of this hole in which we have fallen due to the shear stupidity of man kind. Even the tiniest act of intelligence will help out. I criticize to inform you that it is so easy to fail but so difficult to succeed with dignity still intact and to succeed without making yourself look like a jackass. Perhaps am wrong about human race, but where I live, no one has even attempted to prove a contradictory image. I hope else where man kind is not so fucking stubborn and dense as a whole like the people of my area. As a side note, I am sadly too fucking retarded to realize I am being so hypocritical that no one will ever think to consider what I have said to be true.
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May. 26th, 2004 @ 05:26 pm I'm a country!



You're Poland!

People tend to think you're stupid and you were probably voted
Least Likely to Succeed by your high school class.  These people are mostly
stupid themselves, and are just judging their opinion of you on your ability
to defend yourself, which is admittedly pretty poor.  But there's lots
more to life than defending yourself from being picked on and pulled apart!
 There's labor unions to join and holiness to produce!  You'll survive
yet!

Take
the Country Quiz at the Blue Pyramid

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May. 26th, 2004 @ 05:20 pm School
Everyone is so exited for school to end but I'm not, maybe it just hasn't sunk in yet. I have had summer off from school so many times before that is seems to lose its magic along the line. You might think 'Indeed!' or maybe you think 'what?!?!' I honestly don't care, so Im going to leave.
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May. 6th, 2004 @ 05:55 pm New
I'm new to this whole thing and I'm not sure where to go with this. I wrote a couple of entries because I just started thinking and wrote whatever came to mind. Anyway, I think I should go do something else like read Desperation (Stephen King book) or maybe read some awesome Michael Moore. Actually I can't wait for Micheal's new movie to come out, its called Farenheit 911 but it looks like it may be on hold for a while because Disney won't let Mike use Miramax, which Disney bought like ten years ago. Im kind of bummed about it but know how Moore is, he'll get it through just at the right time and it will probably shock the republicans and make the democrats think a litte, I know I sure do when I read one of his books or watch one of his movies. Alright, well all this writing about Michael Moore makes me want to go read Stupid White Men. Right Then...Bye
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May. 6th, 2004 @ 05:16 pm Time
Time is slipping. Grab on and try to slow it down. What is that you say? You can't get a grip? Hurry! Before it's too late! You are dying, with every breath your last is growing nearer. Every time the second hand ticks, you die a little more. You are never living, just always dying. If you don't seize time now it will be too late! Now! You are forever dying, trapped and lonely for eternity. You have missed your chance, it has passed you by. You can no longer relax, you are old now and time is of the essence. Don't wastes time being happy, the only purpose you have is to survive. Growing older... sleeping for hours... loosing sense of time... Finally you are dead, relax now my friend, for that is what death is for, relaxing. Time passes and relaxing is through, it has transformed into restless waiting that will never be satisfied and agonizing panic. This is where it ends, panic and waiting are your only companions now, they will accompany you throughout eternity. As you wait for nothing and panic about everything, I will leave you to yourself and never return until my time has expired, until then be well my friend.
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May. 6th, 2004 @ 05:01 pm Today, Yesterday, Tomorrow
Today is the day that no one owns, it is always the same and always here, but never constant and always changing. It will always be. Tomorrow will never be and yesterday has never been. It is true to say tomorrow will be better because things are always better when they are just illusions. Today is better than yesterday because yesterday is nothing, and compared to nothing, today is all that we have. Planning for the future is useless because tomorrow is never certain, tomorrow is what your mind makes it and no one will ever make tomorrow to be anything that it isn't. If tomorrow isn't certain, today cannot possibly be certain which makes life nothing more than an illusion in which we must accept. Today is nothing more and nothing less than today and it will always be so. Understanding and accepting this concept is the key to surviving from yourself.
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